diary of a breakup

at first i was trying to work really hard to be friends.

i think it was really because i thought it was a way to avoid losing her.

but now i’ve had time to think about it, i know i’m going to need a lot of time.

i know that she hurt me so so bad and honestly i’m not ready to forgive her and i don’t know when i will be.

she treated me really terribly toward the end and then she took a lot away from me and as far as i know i didn’t do anything to deserve it. so no, it’s about me now. i’ll try to forgive her sometime. i just don’t think it’s going to be very soon.