diary of a breakup

i took her off my buddy list.

one less constant update on what she’s doing.

i still can’t help looking at her facebook though. i really wish i could stop.

i wish i knew she felt as shitty as she made me feel.

and that seems so selfish, but i can’t help feeling that way. and i don’t want to make her feel bad. i just want her to feel bad. i want her to feel bad because she hurt me and i never hurt her.