diary of a breakup

things i want to say

the last few weeks we were together you treated me terribly.

i thought we were best friends and but a best friend wouldn’t have treated me the way you did.

i know you did this because there was something wrong between us, but as soon as you felt there was something wrong you should have talked to me about it. every time you shrugged me off, you were lying to me.

that hurt me more than anything else. even breaking up.

i thought the strongest part of our relationship was our ability to trust each other and just knowing you kept your feelings from me really makes me question what we ever had.

and then after a year and a half, you called me from across town and broke up with me over the phone. i know it was hard for you to do, and i still believe you had to break up with me if that’s what you were feeling. but after years of close friendship and a year and a half of dating where we talked about marriage and children, i can’t think of a reason to justify not even breaking up with me in person.

whatever happened with us, i’m sorry it’s something you couldn’t talk to me about or tell me in person.

i really hope we can be friends again. hopefully soon, but probably not for a while.